I found this wonderful blog site and it's Brooke's BIL
Here's his site:
http://paulxray.journalspace.com/And here is his most recent blog with an email from Brooke
Wow, what a night... Of course I am talking about American Idol.
Thank-you everyone for continuing to vote for Brooke! I am so happy and grateful.
The look on her face when Ryan said she was safe was priceless.
I got an email from Brooke last night addressed to all her fans, telling about her shock and also appreciation for all the support:
"Well... Tuesday night was strange, turns out I totally forgot the words and actually asked if I could start over... I both laughed and cried when I walked off the stage....a manic moment!
I adored the song and committed my whole heart to it, and absolutely loved working with Lord Andrew Loyd Webber, what a brilliant and lovely man he is. Very kind..."Personally, I was kinda worried that her only hope of survival was Jason. All the other contestants nailed their performances -Sorry, Jason, but judging from your own reaction it looked like you kinda agreed with me. And sorry Brooke for lacking faith...
"Knowing that Carly and Syesha gave such stellar performances, I felt mine paled in comparison. And as far as these boys, they're not going anywhere. Well... this is a crazy show and anything could happen, and it did... ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! THANKS TO YOU ALL.... I AM STILL HERE!"I was also pleased to see an article in the LA Times where Andrew Lloyd Webber speaks highly of meeting Brooke. Even though she messed up the beginning of his song, I think it was still inspiring because of her vulnerability and emotion.
And hey, who's gonna forget her now, right?
She goes on to say "thank you" about a thousand more times and recollects how she waited for 20 hours at the auditions in Philidelphia last summer never really imagining she would be where she is now. What an experience...
Finally, she tells how she's looking forward to meeting Neil Diamond next week. They're gonna do two songs each so she'd better start memorizing those lyrics...
She gets to hang with Neil Diamond.
Cool.